Having on off fever for the pass 3 months... dont know whats wrong with me. When to the hospital last Friday to do a blood test.. they told me its an unknow virus.. went for more blood test today.. just have to wait for the result.
I'm healed in Jesus name
Finally i'm down to my last assignment... hmm.. dont know how to write again... i guess i'm sux in writing.. but that is not something wrong? I believe that everyone is equipped with different ability and skills.. Is it wrong if i cant write.. I know my command of languages is weak.. especially English... haiizz... Feel very moody.. I'm trying to think of how to start..
I hate upgrading!!!! lift upgrading is getting on my nerves.. all the drilling and knocking from 9am - 6pm WTF!!! It lasted for 1 week.. and I though this week i'm gonna to have some peace.. but arghhh!!!!! upstair is having renovation.. the drilling and knocking is back!!! dont know it will last for how many days...
HELP! hmm.. when someone ask for your help.. do you just help them willingly or you will ask something for return... or will you doubt that person?
BORED!!!
Well, 2 rejections this week.. hmm.. first was from church... they rejected my application for financial executive.. second is sookee's D&D. hmm.. not the best week i have... was kinda feeling down.. but thanks GOD!!! you are always there with me.. I love u Jesus!!!
Complain for this week... =)
Have to be independent... i guess i ask too much.. hmm.. why are people so selfish? Always thinking of others taking advantages of you when they ask you for help.. Who you think you are.. you think you are good?? come on... you are nothing infront of my GOD. You wont know that person unless you ask him for help... Why do people have that mentality that if i can do it.. why can you? hmm... blank!
Yeah!!! no more lectures...
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Imagine being a poor widow, a stranger in the land and holding one of the lowliest jobs in society. That was Ruth’s situation, so it would have been easy for her to feel vulnerable and defenseless. But because she trusted the Lord (Ruth 1:16), He placed her under Boaz’s protection. Boaz, the owner of the field she worked in, commanded his young men saying, “Let her glean even among the sheaves, and do not reproach her.” (Ruth 2:15) What he was saying to his men was this: “She might be a gleaner, but because I care for her, treat her with respect and make sure she is not put to shame.” Boaz is a picture of our Lord Jesus. If you are feeling vulnerable and defenseless right now, imagine Jesus commanding His angels, “Watch over this one who belongs to Me. Make sure he is treated with respect and not put to shame because he is someone I love and someone whom I died for.” God’s Word tells us that if God is for us, who can be against us? (Romans 8:31) No one who has set himself against us can prevail because when God is for us, His protection is upon us. That is why I have never answered any of the poison email messages which I have received in the course of my ministry. My attitude is this: Jesus is my defense. If He does not defend me, it means that there are things in my life that are not to be defended, and I would be glad to find out about them now rather than later. On the other hand, because I take the Lord as my defense, and He defends me, what can those who are against me do to me? When you defend yourself, you have only your two hands and your own human resources. But when you let Jesus take up your defense, He defends you with His nail-pierced hands and His legions of angels! The results will be amazing. Beloved, the Lord is your defense and refuge. Trust Him to defend and protect you! |
Today is the first lecture of the very last lecture in my Finance course.. hmm time really flies.. exams coming next month.. it amazing i'm getting my degree soon. Gotta get a job soon.. but what? Finance sector?? haizz.. Is this the only path.. no other way??
I'm broke after 8months since my last payday... have been living on my savings.. but not much.. because i got to pay for my school fees as well..
School fees installments
mobile phone bills
Internet bills
Insurance
I cant breathe anymore.. seriously need some $$. Who is as broke as me. haaa..
Lord, keep my financial status healthy. Amen!
Rock Bottom... Rock Bottom... Rock Bottom...
What can i do... what can i do... what can i do...
Rock Bottom... Rock Bottom... Rock Bottom...
What can i do... what can i do... what can i do...
have been busy this few weeks.. busy with? what else but exams... just finished Financial Management (FM) paper yesterday.. haizz.. it was tough for me.. anyway i have done my best.. i leave it to GOD. =)
Abba, no matter what situation i'm in now, i know you are always with me.. i believe that you promised to bless me and make me prosper. Amen.
Finally the discovery workshop come to an end last friday.. it was good.. the leader was awesome.. i wish it could continue like this every friday.. but i guess everything have to come to an end. knew quite a number of nice people in church.. uncle david, aunty rachel, gerry, will, and the twins. ( jeremy and jerald )... =)
mood : happy
Pai sei la.....i not taking advantage of u....juz ask u to be my RM only.....relax....haaa....... read more
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